Thursday, December 03, 2009

It has been such a long time since i last blogged. I guess i am not the writing type of girl. Sometimes i appear superficial even. Yesterday I was reminded by Ha that i actually own a blog which has been abandoned for a little while. People blog because they feel the desperate need to express something that can't be easily described or they need to record down some moments that are worth remembering. I blog because it seems to be the best thing to do at the moment. In other words, i have nothing better to do haha.
Sound pretty pathetic isn't it? But it is true. After exams, things are supposed to be looking up. But i find myself feeling a little lost, not sure of what to do. Too much time and freedom can be a problem right. Cleaning up my room may be a good idea. You will agree with me when you see the aftermath of a painful prolonged period of exams. Executing my plans is always a challenge for me partly because of sloth and procastination. It is time to change and to build up a certain level of discipline when i have the luxury of time to consciously practise the new habit. A promise to myself- Discipline!!! Good news is i have said it. Bad news is... I have said it. I cant go back to my words now. Watch and see.